First Blog Entry ... It's Gotta Be ME!!!

I hope it is not too late for me to start blogging.. Actually, I've registered for this acc abt 3 yrs bk.. But I always cannot decide on wat to write in my blogs.. I dun even keep a personal diary and I find it a waste of my time writing diaries bk in my younger days.. Therefore, it has been left empty for 3 long yrs..

But I could see tat blogging is so different from writing personal diaries.. Ppl get to read how u feel and can even comment or give u opinions on it.. Isn't tat cool?? Haha.. But STILL, I prefer to keep all my problems to myself.. Quite unhealthy isn't it??

The reason Y I've started blogging today is because of a special fren(U'll know who u r when u read this).. Haha.. She told me tat my life is always so happening everyday (with so many different shit and problems) and I should blog abt them and share my tots.. Her words were so powerful tat it's as though she's juz using her finger tips to poke me and I was so motivated to start off blogging..

Alrite! Here's a little intro of myself.. I'm Jessica here.. Currently working as a shipping asst and I'm in this trade for almost a yr.. I'm not with any shipping background when I entered this trade, but I'm willing to put in my best efforts to learn watever I could from my present company.. Even though it's quite a stressful job, but I'm happy and loves wat I'm doing.. It's quite a challenging job to me and I love challenges.. Juz hope tat this is the right career path for me..

I'm a person who will always follow wat my heart tells me to.. When making new frenz, regardless of males or females, I need to find the 'feel' (a.k.a the chemistry) tat we have in each other.. If the 'feel' is not there, I will juz not open up and will show no interest in tat person.. Tat is y sometimes ppl find me 'dao'(unfriendly).. But my close frenz will find me crappy and too noisy most of the times.. Haha.. I'm also a VERY stubborn person and I've got a really bad temper.. But now, my temper was much better as compared to a few yrs bk.. But still, it is bad la.. Maybe it's beginning to get worse again.. Not many ppl can tahan(tolerate) me except for my family members and love ones.. I seldom venge my anger or throw my temper at frenz or colleagues.. Only ppl who r really close to me will get a taste of it.. Sometimes, I really pity my family members and those guys who have been my bfs b4.. Coz they have to tolerate all my shitz and nonsense as I can be really unreasonable at times, knowing tat it's my mistake.. Haha.. Maybe I really need the kind of attention from them sometimes.. I'm quite an independent person since young.. Therefore, I'll always try to put a brave front to the others.. But as I grow up, I find it so tiring and I knew tat I juz need some pillars in my life at times too.. Having a strong character may not be a plus factor as it juz made me look fierce to the others..

But I'm a changed person.. So different from who I used to be.. Maybe I've become more matured as I grow older ba.. I've learnt to give in more and have better control of my temper.. But still, I find it not gd enuff and I will keep on changing for the better.. I hope tat ppl who knows me accept me for who I am..

Last but not least, I hope tat ppl will enjoy reading my posts. Pls dun expect some chim chim posts.. My posts will be simply abt me and my life.. =)